I just wanted to update and let you know my bmom's phone has been disconnected..... for the first time in the 7 years I have known her.....
I was pretty upset about this but am okay with it now..... I still have so much more i want to tell her.....
Good news is that my bdad whom i just found this past fall is going to be in our area and we are meet in 2.5 weeks!!!!!! WOW!
He is stable so hopefully this meeting goes better.

I feel funny typing about these issues at my adoptive parents home- as if i am betraying them for speaking about this- and all.....